Ifsummerwashere: Archive

So… I’m going to be broke this whole next month. I am so appreciative to have a decent job right now. I still want a sugar daddy, though. Ha ha.

Dec 1st

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werexwolf: I’m sorry, I just don’t feel like talking.

Dec 1st

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The Present Moment

the only time and place where you can truly be alive.

Nov 30th

Another quote from the Being Happy book that I’m reading: When we receive disapproval, it is profoundly uncomfortable. Most of us will do anything to avoid it. That means compliantly going along in order to get along. Disapproval is an instrument of control that society uses to create conformist behavior. Blind conformity is anathema to the self-actualised person.

Nov 30th

I want to be the one that says “maybe tomorrow” rather than the one hearing it. It sucks being the initiator rather than the initiated. Game plan needs to change.

Nov 29th

So I’m reading this book on how to be truly happy and this is a quote from it: “Self-Actualised people throw themselves into the experiencing of something; concentrating on it fully, allowing it to totally absorb them.” So, I think I’ll try that sometime when I’m experiencing something new. I’ll give it my all.

Nov 29th

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Ugh I want to confess all my problems and get all of this off of my chest. If you’re willing to listen to me spill my guts out, then please hit me up at anytime.

Nov 28th

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So I had a mental break down today. Said a lot of stuff I didn’t mean to let out while my head was fogged up by emotional stirring.

Nov 28th

I think I deserve a shitty boyfriend because I am a shitty person.

Nov 27th

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Nov 27th

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I am...

lonely.

Nov 27th

Nov 26th

I had a dream I had freedom and when I woke up, it was taken all away.

Nov 26th

Party at my house. Hmu.

Nov 26th

Nov 25th

I want to get drunk and forget I have a life for a while.

Nov 24th

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Nov 23rd

Nov 22nd

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Nov 21st

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I’m sick. Thanks to my roommates. :/

Nov 21st

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That awkward moment when you realize how fake your ex really is. When one day he’s all smiles and jokes with you, to when he’s sitting next to two girls and my son, he ignores you and act like your worthless. Maybe he’s been hanging around too many fakes lately. I hope they don’t ruin who he used to be. With that said, it’s cold, it’s raining, and I’m...

Nov 21st

I miss listening to an actual conversation with a meaning to it and theories and logic.

Nov 20th