And after everything...
After my complete and utter self hatred mode to my hate everybody else mode, I realize that there is happiness on the other side. I’m sure I’ll find it someday, but right now I’m just living and having fun.
I think I’m in like. :)
Today was a pretty darn good day. :) finally some color to this gray life I’ve been having lately.
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And to think that I was so upset that that childish, drunk ass of a baby’s father left me. Maybe I was stuck on who he used to be, a good dad (he still is most of the time) , a loving, patient and caring boyfriend, a responsible-trying-to-get-on-track young man. But when I wanted us to move out and be a family on our own being responsible and independent, it must have been too much for him...
I feel like wasting my life away.
I am nothing.
And I know this. No one should ever have to waste another feeling towards my direction again.
While you are away My heart comes undone Slowly unravels In a ball of yarn The devil collects it With a grin Our love, our love, In a ball of yarn He’ll never return it
laying on my bed, dead to the world
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I want his attention. :(
When you work with water eyes, how are you expected to succeed?
I’m pretty sure I was led on, and I’ve never been led on before, I’ve always been the leadee, not a great feeling. I wish he’d just give in and kiss me back. I miss my Chuo. But what can I do but let him go so he can come back, right? Isn’t that how it works? Doesn’t seem like something that would work. But I’m all out of ideas.
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For a sunrise or a sunset, you’re manic or you’re depressed Will you ever feel ok?
Thank you for your kindness but I’d really rather drown in my own depression. We all know I’m not going to change the world, It’s not going to make a difference to anyone if I am happy or around for company. So thank you stranger, but I am nothing, so worry about something more worth while.
I ruined my Everything.
I want to hold your hand. I want you to grab my head and kiss me. :/ someone said true love was dead… And I’m starting to believe it.
I’ve got no wallet full of dreams but my honey honey’s all that I need.
You can rely on your old man, honey.
I’m single, apparently.
Dear whoever gives a fuck,
Today at work I asked if I can leave early because I wasnt feeling well, there was no one to cover so I’m stuck here till at least 11 I’m thinking. I already had an anxiety fit or what ever you call it, but I hid it of course so no one would tell me anything. but I didn’t cry this time; which is a big stress reliever. Instead I breathed, and it worked a bit. So, to conclude, my...
Don’t mind me if I’m kicking myself, alone in the corner. I just want to be happy.
I know he loves me. I know because I love him too. And I know, I definitely, undoubtedly, 100% know that we could be happy. We could be, but I’m not so sure we will be.
I feel so young. I don’t want to be alone, But I’ve been hurt and I’ve hurt and we’ve become obsessed with nothing more. Maybe it’s time to quit but I don’t want to be alone. Four years, it doesn’t feel right to just throw it away. But lately it feels like we have no other choice. Let’s see how this unravels.
Like the climax of war, we’ll die under the ashes.
last one I swear
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You’re exposure blends so well in this crowded hall. Was it your upbringing or just another downfall. Bright eyes narrowed by a letdown, maybe it’s your own damn fault. But all we can do for now is post a smile Take a sip, relax and sit around for a while.