My feet hurt!
lucklesscharm asked: Summer let's go get tattoos or something. =]
Day 1 of military 3-day diet: -weight: 143.5 -breakfast: half of a grapefruit, half of a peanut butter sandwich. -lunch: 1/2c tuna, 1 slice of toast -snack: 1 small apple -dinner: 1/2c chicken, 1c green beans -dessert: 1c vanilla ice-cream, 1/2 banana -calories: 1029
So I accidentally freaked out a bit right now, but I mean, when your boyfriend has cancer and tells you things about biopsies, you can’t help but be like “ah fuck!” in your head. And I’m supposed to be the one to comfort him. I suck at being a girlfriend, or person even. Ugh. :/
I miss him.
It’s my mom’s birthday today :)
And a rant...
I don’t even get to cut his nails. Ugh, I hate everyone today. I’m feel like I have the right to just snatch and take Elliott over. I wish he didn’t have a dad sometimes :/ yet he does make life as a parent a LOT easier. Gr so angry yet appreciative at the same time. Fml.
I was just brought to the light how much of a shitty person I am.
Me bored at work sending videos to Kevin.
julianzalez-deactivated20120504 asked: you stopped following me?
introspectionn: Hm. If I’m not feeling it then should I let it go? Or if I think I could do it again should I keep on trying. There’s no assurance. Because I’m okay with being a letdown, but not your letdown.
So, I gained 10 lbs in the past three months… Now I want to lose it before it escalates out of control. My goal: 130, Current: 143 So for the next few weeks itll be nothing but oatmeal, salad and a tv dinner, cardio and weights.
lovedeb asked: hi! thank you for the suggestions! you're really pretty, by the way! (:
I miss my son. :( I can’t wait all the way till Tuesday to see him again. Fuck this life they try to sell to you and me.
Is it weird that I like that he gets jealous easily and has a bad temper? I know it’s a bad combo, but it’s something I’m just not use to. I think I like it because it makes me feel like I’m someone worth getting possessive over.
Heaven seems like a selfish place.
I feel like I’m annoying. Or smothering. Haha, but I “can’t get enough of your love, babe”!! 😁
I fall to easily.
I like to rock and roll all night, And part of the day.– Role Models
one thing bout music when it hits you feel no pain and I swear I got this shit...– Drake - Over